I need to vent....

[Fitz]

Haha.

Thanks for all the advice, I know all of this and taken it on board. Though I could be wrong, I don't think I ever asked, lol. But I still liked it all.
The jokes don't bother me either, they are funny. I would probably be the ones to join in as well if I was on the other side. E-cred isn't a concern to me, if it was, I wouldn't post about things like this. I'm just venting out, and I now walk into the real world feeling like the world is my oyster, and it's been treating me well (this is only a small portion of my life). Like I have briefly mentioned, I was in a hole for a few years (how else do you rack up this many posts?). I've also learnt a whole lot in those years as well, but everything is paying off now. Anyone can be made vulnerable if they talk about issues, like for example; 'my sex life is no good, I am impotent' 'I am suspicious that my wife may be having an affair' 'I'm struggling to put food on the table for my family'. Bound to be some things some people have going on, but don't say (not that I think there is a problem with that). So of course you see this side of me. Though I walk into the real world feeling like a mint cunt. Everything is going right for me at this stage in life, compared to where I was at, so I am going to keep trusting and being myself.
I've taken on board and I don't disagree with any of the advice given, I know what to do. I'm just going to trust myself and continue doing what I'm doing. In the real world, I'm not acting how I'm expressing my way on here, I don't look as vulnerable for obvious reasons. I'm not dwelling on this issue, or having an impact on my life in any way what so ever.
You know how sometimes you meet a girl, and she isn't overly attractive and you just wonder "I don't know what it is about her, but I'm attracted?". It's usually someone that is just being themselves. I'm just going to continue trusting myself, and learning from my own mistakes (I won't be acting like a desperate idiot that follows her around, I do have common sense).
This place has been great to vent out, considering I'm not one of those facebook fags that post about every feeling. I don't even care if people read. It just feels good to write some things out.