I need to vent....

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Whats the deal? How long have you been of the opiates? Are you sure it wasnt just a function of withdrawal?

I am asking because before your kidney stone, you went on and on about how much you loved your girl, etc. as being the primary/sole reason you could never fuck that lass you worked with.

Then you get a kidney stone, you're walking around in major pain for months, hopped up on oxycontin (synthetic heroin), becoming dependent on it, and if you kicked it, are likely going through some serious fucking withdrawal, etc. Sometimes weening that shit out of your system makes you physically and mentally crazy fora bit while you get it out of your system.

Just saying, hopefully it wasn't a decision made in haste.