I need to vent....
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05-29-2012, 09:13 AM
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I need to vent....
STEVENSKI Wrote:Thats heavy mate. Sounds like you've maybe managed to put the lid back on in time tho.lloyd mayflower Wrote:Fuck sake man. No shes still not back. She's prob at here mothers but since I have no phone as yet I can't really do much. If she thinks me not texting her as much as I would have cos I was having to borrow phones is break-up-worthy then i'm probably better off. She thinks I was being deliberately selfish. She doesn't seem to rembmer that I am never anything but nice to her. Iv never called her a name, raised my voice, or walked out on her. Fuckin women are brutal man. Brutal.Sounds pretty unreasonable to me. Then again womens minds work different to mens. How soon they forget that you treat them well. As I said to my ex did I ever hit you? Emotionally blackmail you? Stop you seeing your friends & family? Fuck no I was the best thing she ever fucking had in her life. Your right how soon they forget. I treat her like a fucking princess all the time. Have changed a lot for her. I allow/encourage her to do anything and everything she wants. I don't do name calling or mud slinging, but occasionally I fall into old habits like most people do, except my old habits aren't cheating or hitting her or abusing her or leaving for days on end on drug binges, my old habits are basically that I go and get roaring drunk and once i'm at a certain level of drunk, I forget or am unable to use a mobile phone, and occasionally even lose a phone. Hardly Jack the fucking Ripper, in fact, reading this back as I type, I wonder if maybe the issue is that i'm not some ranting raving plate throwing prick, but i'd rather be single than some screaming idiot who falls out with the mrs every other day. Edit: Thought I better see this little conversation through to a finish, so my GF walked out with a bag in her hand earlier on, said she'll be back when i'm not in to get the rest of her stuff. Since I had to replace my phone and SIM card today, it hasn't been reset yet, so I can't even phone or text anyone. I don't think i've felt this alone in my life. On the plus side, it looks like the cat maybe still likes me. Either that or he knows who to come to for food! |
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