I need to vent....

[STEVENSKI]

the ollie reed fan club Wrote:The way you're treating your woman is not irrational, what you're doing is attempting to manufacture a situation so that you can cheat without feeling guilty.

If you can make it bad enough on the home front this may forgive you (in your mind) for tapping the ass available at work.

Steve you're in a pickle mate, I feel for you, particularly as I know what I would've already done and without much guilt either, haha.

I know exactly what I am doing & that is what scares me. I thought I had left the manipulative nasty Stevo behind. those that know my history know how far I have come & doing this (as much as I want to) is the type of thing to set me off on a orgy of self gratification & self destruction.

I have to do what is right for me & no one else. Problem is I know what is right....